SELF
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Human are spheres of light and layered glass. Each layer is editable/unchangeable, easy/hard. The outer layer is emulated behavior elements. Inside, there are forms that are innate, which are very difficult to change. Our firm acceptances are inside us like a sharp-edged cube. As you move towards the centre, the spheres get smaller and harder to break and change. There is a small light in the middle. "Every light is the same. But the spheres determine the appearance of the light outside."
Emotionally, each person is different. There are many reasons that affect and create this structure. Behaviors that we create by imitating and emulating other people are on the outermost layer. These can be changed if the person has high self-observation or with simple external stimuli.
In a lower layer, there are attitudes and reactions with parent, older brother/sister reflections. The way our parents react to an event, or while waiting in a hallway, similar actions to our mom/dad can be seen here. It is easy to change, but one's discovery is later. It's obvious from the outside.
Then, there are our basic judgments and emotional behaviors, which are formed by the social environment we live in, the events, learned or heard experiences outside the family. It is very difficult to change/destroy because it is shaped in a long time and by the average of experiences. It takes outside observation and, again, a long time to be noticed. People who come into our lives later discover these behaviors and our way of thinking over time and express them if they are close enough. If the person is not prejudiced against this layer, after a few repetitions he will begin to reshape himself. An example of this is the harsh or kind behavior we give to people who happily approach us after hard work. It also includes attitudes in relationships.
In the last layer, which I have depicted with brighter and sharper lines, there is the person himself, without external persons or environments. The cause of this layer cannot be determined immediately, even if it is not related to family or environment, but it is as simple as that. Our fears, our desires and desires, our similarities are right here. It's very hard to touch.
If you don't have enough time, don't even try... This is where our mentality, political, cultural or worldviews govern. That's why we get stuck in one point from the beginning and can hardly see the outside of it. Our belonging, our obsessions, react from the inside out. Although this layer is the innermost, it is extremely fragile, although it cannot be formed. If you warn from the outside to the point where it should be, you will see the empty expression on the face.
And inside the last layer there is only one light. From time to time, I have depicted the excitations that occur in these spheres by disrupting the structure of the spheres. The colorful irregular textures of the spheres, as I mentioned, to show that these layers are intertwined due to multiple causes, events. Every light is the same, but every sphere leads to different results. What matters is how we shape these layers and radiate light out.
SELF
haliltiryaki
2020
