Didn't take someone else's " trophy"

Whose is it? Maybe it's a "reward" for trying to stay afloat just a little longer

Or maybe it's the reward for a glass of tears you've shed

Feeling for a moment like a hostage to temptation

Wasn't the lure what I thought was a "reward"?

How many people here in this "soup" are like me who have their eye on "barberry"?