Yeah it's just too soon for me.

Never thought that this day literally hits me at the beginning of 2021.

My grandpa suffer Alzheimer since a year or 2 years ago. He started forgetting things, even about his location or who is who. Last year it's getting worse. He loses his ability to even speak properly, and his memory is just scrambled. So when I go back to my hometown, he didn't recognize me as me, but as my father. Throughout December to January, I've been checking on him more often. But yeah it's time up.

I never thought that my first video of you is the last one too. 

Thank you for everything, Grandpa. See you

Song: Afire Love - Ed Sheeran

This song has been ringing in my head for a long time. It is a song by Ed Sheeran speaking about his grandfather who also suffer from Alzheimer.