LOSING YOURSELF
"Losing Yourself" is a set of graphic that tell a story of losing the real self. I tried to metaphor the process of making tea to how people process themselves until they can't recognize themselves anymore.
原始 ( Purest Form )我如纯净的泉水，清澈透亮
可是我羡慕别人，光彩夺目
I metaphor myself as the pure, clean and transparent water. But I envy others who are able to shine bright in the dark.
绿叶在微风起舞，赞美自然
可是它即将接受，未知挑战
Green leaves dance in the wind, praise the nature. However, they never knew there is a big challenge waiting for them in the future.
美容 ( Beauty Surgery )
我试图美化自己，迎合世界
只为了听到掌声，为我响起
I try to beautify my appearance to immerse myself in a world like this. Just get applause and praise from the world.
绿叶终于迎来了，第一阶段
所谓的基因改造，迎合众人
The day for the first challenge had come. People called it the genetic modification. This is needed as better quality can be achieved.
瘦身 ( Lose Weight )
我嫉妒别人体态，婀娜多姿
为了那曼妙身姿，不惜代价
The feeling of jealousy flow inside my vein. What a beautiful figure, I want it no matter how.
又是采摘的季节，绿叶婆娑
在阳光的爱护下，开始枯萎
Wind blow through the green leaves, here come the harvest season. Under the caress of the sun, the green leaves start to wilt.
挣扎 ( Struggling )
我经过一番改变，受人爱戴
可是内心的挣扎，无人知晓
After round and round of changes finally I got what I desire. However, the inner struggle was hide.
枯叶在锅里翻滚，来来回回
闷气渐渐地来袭，等待改变
The withered leaves have no choice to experience the disruption process. Rolling, kneading, tearing, and crushing.
态度 ( Change Behaviour )
我为了摆脱痛苦，恨下决心
只有内心的改变，能拯救我
To stop the suffering, the only thing that I can do is change my behavior, Then i can be myself again.
在环境的威逼下，措手无策
等待发酵的洗礼，彻底改变
Under the coercion of the environment, feeling helpless. Waiting the baptism of fermentation, changed accordingly.
溺水 ( Drown )
我用尽全力伸手，碰触希望
可是绝望却让我，渐渐窒息
I use all my strength to reach the sky ( hope) but despair pull me backward, slowly sink into the deep.
一股冰冷的液体，流过了它
眼见水淹没身躯，无力抵抗
Splashes of cold liquid flow pass the leaves. Seeing the liquid submerge the body helplessly.
衣装 ( Put On Outfit )
我要成为那个她，星光璀璨
穿上艳丽的礼服，万人之上
I want to become her like a glittering star. Put on the most beautiful dress sought after by others.
美丽包装如衣裳，红红火火
披上华丽的图案，增加销量
The packaging is just like the outfit put on a product. Just to increase sales by attracting people to buy it.
我是谁 ( Who Am I ? )
我走入迷失森林，不再复返
失去原来的自己，我不是我
I am lost just like stepping into the forest
I lost my true self, who am I?
绿叶变成了茶叶，人人喜欢
普通绿叶会凋零，别无选择
Everyone like tea instead of green leave
The leaves have no choice but to change just like human. We are being forced to change to become someone else.
