파랑새_Bluebird
그 때에 우리는 모두 어느 한끝으로 치닫고 있었다.
끝없이 팽창되는 우주 처럼 그 일관된 전진성 만이 모든 세상의 공통적인 목표였던 것이다.
그리고 그 무자비한 전진성이 할퀴고 간 곳엔 상처받은 시간의 흔적이 있다.
기억나지도 않는 얼굴없는 손님의 희미한 커피 향 만이 누군가 내옆에 있었다는 증거로만 남아있다.
아무튼 그 모든것을 말하기엔 우리들은 너무 어렸었고, 난 불행했다.
나는 더이상 그 세상의 거대한 행진에 동참하지 않기로 결심했다.
그렇게 아무것도 하지 않고 그 자리에 앉아서 사랑이, 삶이, 시간이, 모든것이 지나가길 기다렸다.
나는 이 세계에 철저한 이방인이 되었다.
그렇게 일년, 십년, 백년, 천년이 지나 나를 아는 모든것들은 죽었지만 나는 여전히 그 자리에서 아무것도 하지 않고 있었다..
그동안,
어느새 내 방엔 꽃이 피고 덩굴이 자라고 나무가 자라 거대한 숲을 이루었다.
나는 잊혀졌고 그 무엇도 나에게 말을 걸어오지 않는다.
나는 아무것도 한게 없지만 그래도 새들에게 쓸모 있는 숲이 되었다. 이것이 내 삶의 목적이었다.
나는 드디어 내가 이룬 이 숲에서 행복해질수 있었다.
At that time we were all going to a certain end.
That consistent forwardness, like an ever-expanding universe, was the common goal of all worlds.
And where that ruthless forward scratched, there is a trace of hurt time.
Anyway, we were too young to say all that, and I was unhappy.
I decided not to join the great march of the world anymore.
I sat there doing nothing like that and waited for love, life, time, and everything to pass by me.
I have become a thorough stranger to this world.
After a year, ten years, a hundred years, a thousand years, everything that knew me was dead,
That consistent forwardness, like an ever-expanding universe, was the common goal of all worlds.
And where that ruthless forward scratched, there is a trace of hurt time.
Anyway, we were too young to say all that, and I was unhappy.
I decided not to join the great march of the world anymore.
I sat there doing nothing like that and waited for love, life, time, and everything to pass by me.
I have become a thorough stranger to this world.
After a year, ten years, a hundred years, a thousand years, everything that knew me was dead,
but I was still doing nothing.
In the meantime
Before I knew it, flowers bloomed, vines grew, and trees grew to form a huge forest.
I am forgotten But I have become a useful home for birds.
This was the purpose of my life.
I could finally be happy in this forest that I have achieved.
In the meantime
Before I knew it, flowers bloomed, vines grew, and trees grew to form a huge forest.
I am forgotten But I have become a useful home for birds.
This was the purpose of my life.
I could finally be happy in this forest that I have achieved.
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